Why won't you ever talk to me?!
Am I nonexsistent?
Now that you can't see me
What do you want me to do?
Pretend I don't care?
To just stare
at that dumb white wall
After all, thats all I can do...
Im hurting more,
everytime you ignore
my presents
Like I'm transparent
Or maybe,
I'm just not here
that could be arranged y'know
the blades just lying over there
But no, I won't stoop that low
Just for you to fucking notice me
All I can do is friggin cry
or wait,
things will change
for better or worse
Right now it doesn't matter
Faith has gone away
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Last night... I didnt hurt... the way I use to. You kno that pain in ur chest wen ur crying? Well... I was crying last night and didnt feel it at all. I interpret that feeling with having someone feeling your pain. And you feeling theirs... I dunno its hard to explain... but it just made me feel more lonley. I guess I have to go through stuff myself I guess....
Posted at 04:54 pm by DeadPoetic
