Neko

1. woke up at 10
2. went downstiars to see if RJ was awake and started watching TV
3. ... more tv...
4. breakfast (I was starving by the time x_x)
5. lil bit of Excel Saga (epi. 26... hehe....)
6. played lil Ps2
7. went upstairs blasted my music and took a nap
8. went downstairs for some tv
9. now Im here

Fun huh? So exciting! -_-; I was going to call Paige to whin and stuff and see what she's doing but I used up my cousins Battery life on his Cell last night talking to her lol... Ok so I forgot to turn the cell phone off I wasnt thinking ok? I mean... why wouldnt a cell phone shut off by itself... >.>; ... <.<; In other news... Im still thinking about if Im going to dress up or not... I was thinking of this sexy and dark vamp look. But then I realized Im not rich. So I might just be cheap and wear dark clothes put those kool fangs on and put some black eye liner on. Its not like Im going "trick or treating" my friend Coop is having a halloween party. Besides... do we have to dress up? I should ask him tomorrow...

Besides that... while I was upstairs listening to music I was thinking about Paige and what i really want.(in a girlfriend) So I got a lil sad but nothings new. I eventually dozed off with The Matches in the background. Ive told my friends here my problems about that. They say Ill probably have to wait Freshmen year.(since theres lots of gays/lesbians/bis there. All I have to do is survive 8th grade... Which hopefully I can do.

You know what sucks about me? The people that like me I dont like and the people I like dont like me that way. My friend Taylor still likes me i think. Shes pretty cute but I dont like her that way. I dunno... I guess she's not my type. (I know a lot of my guy friends would freak since I turned her down.) My friend Sam likes me too. Josh told me he would ask me out but I had a girlfriend at the time(Paige). You see... I use to like Sam. But not anymore. Hes more of a friend really. Im just going to hate if he ever asks me out. How am I going to say no? The worst part yet is that my good friend Leslie has a crush on him! Shes going to so hit me. -_-; But thats just Leslie for ya. My other friend Matt likes me too. Well I think he does. He always rests his head on my binder in GA History class. I play with his hair and stuff (becuz Im like that. I love feeling ppls hair I dunno why... and I cant seem to stop running my hands through mine also. lol) This guy named Nick sugested that me and Matt go out. *sigh* -_- I think Ill stop messing with his hair.

Oh and note to myself:
Find a friggin Rave/Party to go to before you go crazy.

Reminding me... there might be a skool dance Friday. Still thinking of going... Skool dances arent that fun though. (because of the stupid teachers and parents everywhere) They play crappy music too...

I guess Ill talk to you guys later.