Hello, me how are you doing? I bet you can't wait til tonight huh? They way you seem to always get in my head and control me. Its like your an abusive boyfriend. I just wanted to let you know I Hate You. I wish you could just leave me alone. You push me all the time, make me do all these things I never would do. You make me cut you make me... think of getting that gun. One night, when I'm crying all alone, could you please and try and not taunt me? Over and over you tell me my mistakes. Why?! Why do you want to make my life and living hell? Is it because... You want me to leave. Well I wont! I wont let you take the fuck over. Ive let you many times... which never ended up good.

Sometimes I think your too strong for me. I even believe you sometimes. You were with me since I was a little kid... when my parents would yell at me. Maybe I listened because you were the only one that would talk to me. I had no one but you. But now... look what you've made me! A depressed insane asshole. I see you laughing at me. But no, Im the one laughing at you. One day, you won't be able to laugh at me, to tear me apart. I've searched and searched for an enemy and I found it. myself....

Love,
Macy